will u???

will u tell me wer to go?will u let me noe wer i will be? will u tell me dat u love me? will u let me love u? will u love me? will i be with u? will u stay with me? will u we be together? will there be a time? will there be a season? will there be a hope? will there be a time? will there be love? will u tok to me? will u tell me now? will u show me how? will u tell me when? will u let me noe? will u comfort me? will u stay with me? will u comfort me?

this are all “will u”s that we ask God. not knowing when He would fulfil them. not knowing if God ever hears them. not knowing if God cares. but never the less God knows, God cares , God will fulfill and God hears them. dont fret of wad will happen to u in the future but live the life u have now to the fullest knowing dat God made the day for u to enjoy and not to worry but wad will happen tml and wad will happen in the future. live life to the fullest and life would be able to live.

*never doubt yourself cause God has nvr doubted u*

*u must never give up because God will always be there*

*nvr lose heart cause God is always with you*

nvr let go…

nvr gib up yur dreams. nvr gib up yur vision. dis are all which are needed in yur life. given by God. without them u wont see yurself and noe wad u wan to me and who u wan to be. our dreams and visions are like a blank canvas waiting for you to find out wad you wan in life and paint and colour on it.

dreams and visions are also like climbing up a mountain. u may have to face obsticles on the way but if u dont gib up u will reach your goal, the peak of the moutain. but if u face the obsticals and stop there. not wanting to continue on, u will nvr see beyond wer u stand, u wont see the view from the mountian, u wont feel the sense of achievment. so y let go yur dreams? y let go yur vision? the time is now to grab hold of yur dreams and work on it. nvr gib up even to the very end. even if u fall the 100th times, get up and start the 101th time. nvr ever gib up.

 *perserverence is wad u nd in u to continue on. make the choice nvr to gib up. once u gib up u will nvr be able to achive wad u wan in yur life. gib it a try let yur heart, yur mind and God lead u on the way to achieving yur greatest dream!!*

a day to remember!!!

went for svc and pm den cg outing ytd. was very much blessed by the svc and the pm. the svc for both ytd and sat’s was so gd. be merciful and be pure in heart. i wan a pure heart!! o the new song is nice also!! one life, i lay at your alter, one love, i have with you, touch me again, fill me as you hold my outstrected hands. one word, your know i will follow. one heart, broken to you.  use me again, your mercies follow me for all my days. its so nice!!! but really only the one with the purest of heart can reach the heart of God. i also wish to be like enoch. able to go into God’s hse and not be blinded by the light. that will be so nice!!=)

*dreams are meant to be seen. visions are meant to be fulfilled.  but wad does the future hold for us is wad we have to find out…*

*God holds us on the plams of His hands and we are found in His heart but wer is God in us?? is He only some one we look for only in trouble or is He the one we run to through out our days??*

revelation

i have been stress for a period of time with sch and exams. i moved away from God and was drifting further and further away. but during the first svc for the sermon on the mount. i felt that my burden was being lifted up to God and i felt so light waited. like wad the bible says dat He’s burden is light. i felt so happy and glad. i felt so much better and my mood improved alot and i really wanna thank Him for it!!!

THANK YOU GOD!!!I LOVE YOU LORD!!!

so tired…

today bio paper… so tired los… haiz.. left quite a few empty though… really dont noe how to do… haiz… real afraid dat i cant make it… now i noe today dat i can take consultaion fee from my fwens liao… haha… all come ask me bout realtionship stuff somemore… quite diao… but i gave the best advice dat could gib… really hope dat they can do well in their exams and the relationship of the couple will get better…

too be continued… …

exam’s exam’s exam’s…

today was eng paper 2 and e maths paper 1… quite stress bout maths although had tuition the day b4… quite okay at first… but the paper’s behind made me quite stress.. a few times i was like stuck… haiz… den noticed i had few careless mistakes… haiz… hope i can pass the test… tml will be bio paper… muz memorize alot sia… haiz…

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stress stress!!!

wa!!! today was chi paper 1, ss and chi listening compre… waaa so stress for ss arh!!!! but chi quite happy las… did quite well… have confidence dat i will at least get an A2… hehez… but quite afraid of the ss lars… not quite confident but i noe God will bring me through!!!AMEN!!! hahaz… anyway.. for chinese there was this compre which i tink showed be a sight of everyday life… er so the compre was toking bout the imperfectness in ppl around us… when i read it i felt like “wow, this is like shown in many ppl’s life even mine”…

i feel dat we tend to try and find ways to be, feel and let other’s see how perfect we are… but in the compre it says about a story on a circle which had a missing piece… it went searching for that single piece… but because of that missing piece… it cant move dat fast… it was able to see the views and nice things around it… one day after it found the missing piece… it was deilghted and placed that piece back into place.. not the circle can now roll very fast… but now it noticed dat it could not see the wonderful scenery around it and tok to ppl… it stoped rolling and took out dat piece… it show us that during the perfection we tend to ignore the things around us… the wonderful things dat the enivronment gives to us… and the love dat ppl around gives to us… in the compre it also says dat ppl hu seeks only for perfection and misses those around them… this ppl are the ones hu are more pittiful then us… those dat went through failures, hardship, sadness, happiness all are more blessed then those hu do not go through this… we get to feel the love from our loved ones, enjoy the scenery… yes we should go for perfection but not going over board and make perfection your only way of life…

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i’m better now!!!

feeling so much better after ytd’s svc… was so good!! my gosh!!! tok about personal intermacy with God… i want to have dat… so dat i will noe wad God wan me to do… but today also very tired… haiz…

 To be continued…

i’m on the blink of explosing!! so dont touch me!!!

dont noe wads wib me today… go out study happy happy but come home like in a super bad mood sia… dont noe wads wib me… i not sure if i will be like dat tml so dont come ka jiao me if not i will bite… but not sure las… if i make anyone angry tml i say sorry first… wont noe about it tml… sorry ar…

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maybe a little emo today…

today alittle emo… dont noe y emo also.. haiz… dont noe wads wrong wib me las… feel very sad for dont noe wad stupid reasons… haiz… well i hope dat i wont feel dat emo… hope dat it wont last long… feeling really damn stupid now los… haiz… wads wrong wib me!!! haiz…

Where has time gone???(small poem dont even noe if its nice or not)

the days past like the wind,with shadows flowing through, i tink to myself and ask wer the time has gone. i look back to the past i see the days flow by again and again. tinking of wad i have be come, a grey haired lady…

To be continued… …